DreamMaker

HAIZ,,,,,

2010-02-18T18:09:00.002+08:00

HAIZ.....

sick again....fever 38.0......life suck

How can someone so failed think that they are all pro?
Besides that , he thinks that whole world is wrong except him. LOL this is what i call joke.
Is there hope for this kind of person... i guess not.

NYP days

2010-02-04T22:55:00.002+08:00

LOL i am not studying at NYP. But just go there for course.

Didn't saw anyone from my class but did manage to see someone i know of.

Today is a interesting day ( Hope that more of such day would come =) ).

Went to Lot 1 for lunch.~~~~ Army days what to do.Then went to visit my previous superior. He was surprise when the whole branch actually visited him~~~~With joy of course. Nice to see him to be so happy. Sometimes even though we in different unit we can always visit each other if we want to, just like our life. Don't give yourself excuse, is also "JUST DO IT". procrastinate will only result in nothing.

Regards

020210

2010-02-02T23:11:00.002+08:00

TODAY I AM FUCKING PISSED.

From now one i will never be impressed by triple As in A level. Cause of those i met 100% got fucked up attitude. To them one phrase " I don't Know" can solve the problem. But they never that SAF got one phrase which states " I don't care". Cannot take stress one is all fucked up. They only boring with IQ but zero EQ. Seriously i really doubt on the students that came out of PJ. I look at the teacher then look at the student, I understood that successful people don't score triple As.

To those think that their Army life is fucked up cause they got scolded by their sergeant.Seriously, taking the brain usage in JC as 1 unit. Now is must have aleast 5.5 unit in order to take up my job. Guess what , i am not a regular. You will get to go meeting with all the officier and have a say in the meeting. I rather use my body than to use brain. I belong to the most stressful NSF. Seriously commando use their body than their brain, but money wise i used the most.

Regards

Clocking Milage

2010-02-01T22:18:00.003+08:00

YES LA TODAY CLOCK OVER 100KM MILAGE~~~~~~~

Cause we got lost in Serangoon... Lol rather we lost at yio chu kang, took awhile before we found hougang....

A lot of work to day... for tomorrow...

Disturbance

2010-01-31T22:33:00.002+08:00

Okay girls has always been a problem to not only me..... and some of my friends too.

Is not like is their fault, but sometimes....is hard to say.

Okay this girl has been disturbing.

Flash Back time:
She's Samson's, Jerome's and my Student is a teck whye sec student. Didn't score that well in math thats why went for remedial lesson. During that period she has been replying on samson quite a lot for her homework and test. In summary, that girl went out with samson quite a lot during that period. After she graduate we thought our task is over.

Now she treat us as one of her close friend ( no problem with that ). But recently a lot of things came out. First is she called me to go eat dinner with samson and her friend so that it wouldn't look so embarrassing ( Quite embarrassed if she eat with samson only). She also said that she doesn't want samson to get the wrong idea. Fine! so i went baring in mind that not to put them in a embarrass state. After the dinner, Samson volunteered to pay for her meals. I was like what the f**k. You don't want to give him the wrong idea but you let him pay for you bills. In order to solve this problem , i volunteered to pay for her friend's bill ( Take note is a she ). The next day she came and asked me whether i liked the girls. I was like "............". I only saw her once. The girl also quite paiseh so she gave me a wallet to thank me for the dinner. In order to pass me this dinner. The "student" called me say that she want to pass me something. So i went to meet her. Then she wanted to go for lunch. I am fine if is lunch but i was like thinking you don't want to give people wrong idea but you call people out for Mac. Haiz.....
So i asked her. Her reply was that it does not matter cause she treat me like a buddy. During the new year eve she called me go out to help her buy wine. I agreed i know sometimes that's a urge that underage people would like to drink wine during festive seasons. Before we go and buy the wine , we went lunch again . Haiz......... In the end, we did not buy anything. During the new year, she sms-ed me at night saying that she;s feeling down, so like usual i did a bit of cheering up. She said that she's happy to aleast know that someone was out there when she need help ( i do that for all my friends, for some reason no one deals to approach).

Chapter 2
Lol too long thats why break into parts. Every now and then she will approach me talk to me or dinner and such. 2 weeks ago, she sent me an message telling me that her birthday is coming soon, she's expecting something. I was like "i see what i can do". For obvious reason i will ask jerome and Samson along. 2 Days before , i still didn't know what to buy so i asked her ( stupidest thing to do , but easy to solve problem ). Her reply was wallet or bag. So i decided to get everything settled on her birthday. I went wallet shop to get a wallet, then got a cake placed at new york new york and ONCE AGAIN CONFIRM WITH SAMSON THAT HE IS COMING. In the end she got a surprise, so did I. Samson didn't turn up. I angry is not that he didn't turn up , is that he last minute say he is not coming telling me that he will pay for her dinner. MONEY IS NOT ABOUT EVERYTHING. If you ( Samson ) see this, like my unit will say " WAKE UP YOUR F**KING IDEA".

Now she is still disturbing me. I don't mind if you sms me that you not feeling happy or something. But i am not you boyfriend i didn't want to be also. Would you mind look for me when you really need help, cause i am different from everyone else. I didn't want to be friends with all the spotlight people i prefer to be friends rest of the people in the "dark" ( without the spotlight ) Cause they are the one i can believe and trust.

Now my purpose is to do everything i like, 10 months to freedom , Girlfriend is a "good to have" but not a "must to have" thing. I like my friends more than any of the girls out there... I am not gay, cause great friends are hard to come by, girlfriends you can change every week if you are capable.

Don't get offended if you belong to any of the character. Is just a recount with my opinion.May cause some problem but haiz...... i don't care~~~~~=)

Regards

LOL

2010-01-26T22:19:00.003+08:00

The blog is dead for very long..........

Didn't know there is actually someone reading LOL.

I used to write it as a form of history or a diary to myself. Is easy to keep track of things here.

Okay Chinese new year coming Mahjong session should be coming real soon.

Nothing for today.Closed LOLs

39 days

2009-10-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

Sunny day, 011009 39 day to A levels,

2 weeks never post cause is always a nor stop loop of the same thing every single day.

Went for the chalet, i can say it is one of the best chalet i ever went. Maybe like what reuben said,"because got alcohol". I don't really agree with that is because everyone show their real self thus we can play until the highest level. The chalet actually is a bungalow brought by the company. first me marcus liyi and han hui went there first. When we reached it was like a haunted house, cause it was so dark and irie after we switched on the lights it felt so much better. The bungalow got a swimming pool, badrooms and 1 kitchen. At the start we actually wanted to play mahjong, however there were short of tiles thus we never played. However we sat down and play phase 10 is kind of smooth playing-sailing type no very interesting or boring.After the game we went to cook noodles, liyi han hui and me.The rest are basically leech. After that ron came by i went to fetch him to the bungalow.When he arrived he alighted one stop after. when i walk over to pick him up , when i go over i saw this weather doll like stuff hanging in the air, i got a shock of my life i quickly called ron to call him run over as i thought it was a ghost. Yet he never know when to be serious, he walk over. I was like thinking if it ever fly to ron i have to out run it to protect ron. One of the morals i think a dreammaker should have, protect things that he/she cherish. After that we went back to chalet, safe and sound. i don't ron is afraid at all. He is a friend that will never disappoint me. Next, we went back then we played phase 10 again this time kim zhi won the game. During the game they take turns to go bath, li yi was singing during shower, lol, and marcus is afraid of hairy stuff. After everything is done we sat down and play a card game where we must shout each other's name when we both flip out a card with the same number. Then the game goes on like shouting the person before or after you. First to drink is the one that always declares that he don't, marcus.Well aleast he sporting enough to drink. Actually is hanhui suggest to give him a few drop.After that everyone starts to drink big. Until one moment marcus couldn't take it , he went to sleep in the bed next to us. We then continued to play the 007game and the action card, speech card game. Where all of a sudden, the fall asleep joker suddenly wake up and say" i want to da bao" we were like shock and laughing like nobody's business.1 minute later he woke up and say, "ke yi ci le mei you?" we then all roll on the floor laughing out asses off. we then drink till 6.30am. We stopped as it ran out of alcohol. Then me and ron volunteered to go buy the alcohol.They said that they will wait for us to come back in an hour's time. We then walk 1.2km to the "nearest" 7-eleven to buy barcadi, we also brought them breakfast, and tipbits together with some mineral water. However after that i realised, after drinking so much alcohol at most i couldn't walk straight , but i didn't get drank or got my face to turn red. Weird world, if not my body is getting stronger.
I then went ot 7-eleven to buy breakfast actually we thought of getting sandwich however, they don't ( can you believe it?) Ron wanted me to pay as i look less drank than him from his prospective. When i went ahead, so when i was paying i outsmart the cashier to show that i have a clear mind and i am not drank. If i am drank the cashier may not sell it to me. After that we sat outside mcdonalds for it to open as we wanted to get them hashbrown. Ron was sitting outside next the mcdonald's statuette drinking water and chips, he really looks very tired. When we walked back , he made me carry nexr 10l of water and tonnes of other stuff. It is okay for me as i know is better for him cause he seems rather hangover ed. So is better for me to carry even though i can't walk properly. When we reached, all of them were sleeping except han hui and liyi. Cause liyi has to get her own MC for her work. lols.After we put down the stuffs. Me and ron got changed and jumped into the pools. IT WAS REFRESHING. Hanhui then came down to join us. WE then swam about 2 hours before i got up. Both Ron and Han hui went to bath and get changed to sleep. I swam a little while longer so that i can FINALLY know how to swam. When i got up to change and bath, it was freezing out there. After i bathed i tidied up the place as it was as messy as ever. Then i get to know a boy can hang his wet clothes better than girls. Haiz... dotz so i have to spread the clothes out so that they can dry better.I am really behaving more and more like a father than a 19 years old boy zzzz. After all the tidying, i went for a wake to pasir ris station. It was really a very nice walk by the beach, some point of time i really hoped that there was someone with me during that walk.I then shop around in the shopping centre before i brought something and head back.Not long after i got back, reuben and kimzhi wake up, so i join them for swimming round 2. It was at that point of time i realised i was swimming 90* in the morning so this tiem i really swam the correct method. If there were goggles it would be perfect. I then go bath for the second time. Awhile later we went pasir ris to buy something for the BBQ for that night. Apparently no matter what i brought i got the same item as han hui, maybe because they are standard items. During the BBQ eileen yap , sok hwee, samson and bertrand came by to join us. It was a waste that they didn't join us the day before. After that we left liyi and her boyfriend in the bungalow before we head home. A long long journey home.
The next day i got hanged over at work sleeping the first 3 hours at work. Wrong thing to do.

Wish that there were more of such chalets.

I always got a feeling that han hui and ron will make a decent park. I was meant to be alone all along.
For A levels i cannot make it.

55 days left

2009-09-16T15:07:00.002+08:00

Today, everyone is damn shag in the office i think it is due to the match last night lols.

After that we went home at 4pm.

In the night we went pastamania to celebrate Reuben's birthday. We did not that picture to day. haha. We than went to Ron's house for basket ball. Ron then past me a present, a wallet with 3 digit price. lols i did know he is so kind to me lols. He is one of the friends that never in my life disappoint me. a Really great friend to have. After basketball we went mac to seat and talk cock. Then we decided to go for Jasmine's chalet. But i am not organising anything for the class. i sweared and i am going to keep my words. i don't mind helping her with the BBQ lols, ironic.

55days looks like is getting more challenging. HAHA.

56days left

2009-09-16T15:05:00.003+08:00

Monday 140909 Sunny

Okay i did not post because i am not at home until 3 am LOLS we went for dota at safra jurong. Well is kind of fun when all the PC shouting around. LOLS, the office celebrated my birthday today , they gave me a puzzle, bleach, but i personally i prefer one piece, bleach is fine also.

56 days left.

57days

2009-09-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

Sunny, 130909, 29C

HOT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway went out today with 4A people, not AVC but the 2005, i do agree they are better than 2006 one LOLS.

Sometimes i really don't know WHY commandos think that they are the pros ,they got the most fierce training. However to me, i feel that physical training is more relaxing than mental training. I rather do exercise than to do paper work. To everyone that is a clerk, PAPER WORK SUCKS!!
To commandos, please be humble. The future war will not be only about physical strength of soldiers you need brain power to be successful too. High education level does not means that you are smarter, it only means that you got lot of time to spent on studying.

For studies, heard a lot of impossible today. However, IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING, I AM THE IMPOSSIBLE. All i need to believe to continue fighting. Keep fighting, Keep running and never stop thinking.

56days Good Luck

58days left

2009-09-12T23:40:00.003+08:00

Cloudy, 120909, 29C

Saddest Birthday of 19 years life. Went out for dinner, cui ying my bro and my mum chip in to my watch XD. Well is the second present of my birthday. Thanks a lot.

Trying to put down. Tomorrow need to study.

The last wish will be more power granted to me use for a better future.

59 days left

2009-09-12T01:14:00.003+08:00

Tml is my birthday. Did nothing in camp never celebrate also i do feel a bit disappointed but never mind. Below are all my thoughts i presume no body will read my blog.

Went to the IT fair. The items are quite cheap so i brought harddisk 500GB $120.00 green portable one. Looks really nice, we brought 2 1.5TB of harddisk for OC we really wonders why he need so much. We walked the IT fair for 4 hours walk until my legs feel pain.

came nice to meet him. But he slimmed down too much. During the dinner we order a large plate of chicken and other stuffs, suggested by arrived. We finished the dinner with a cake and a song. Well hopes that the pictures will be uploaded soon. After that we when to coffee shop and play true or dare. It first hit After that i rushed back and went out to meet the guys for dinner to celebrate my birthday. When i reach only jing min ,reuben, terence and bertrand was there. Really glad that terencejing min. After the plate arrived Eileen yap and han huihan hui, then her again , the question was reuben more handsome or ron. HAHA i set that question. After that eileen yap gang up marcus to question me whether i like han hui or not. Is a Yes or NO question. Both answer cannot be chosen. Yes i like her will loss my friend. No i dont i will be cheating myself - last person to cheat on earth. But from the bottom of the heart i do, so i answered it bravely like a men.Yes, i Do. Well it does not really hurt.

At least it get to keep my friend. Okay reuben's birthday coming soon.Next tuesday.

To end off , i did not make a wish during the candle thing. If birthday wish do come true the follwoing is my wish.

I wish that i can past my A levels this year with flying colours.

reasons why i don't want to the answer that question is also in the wish.

60 days

2009-09-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

Work in camp nothing special. end. CSM not in. Posted that guy out of the branch good work.!!!

61 days left

2009-09-12T01:11:00.001+08:00

haiz.........off did nothing but sleep.

At least i studied one chapter. STILL STARTED. cool is 090909

62 days

2009-09-12T01:03:00.002+08:00

k worked in camps, 080909.

went CMPB brought lunch for the branch and the new guy also. He is like ying zhao, like to talk non stop but, ying zhao won in the end as the guy, i think dulan with him then don't want to talk to him.
The new guy would not be up to our branch's expectation. But i still feel that ying zhao is the worse.
ying zhao don't does not know how to auto and gives irrelevant comments during busy period. All he does is to sit at the i-net and do his forum thing. He wanted to be a teacher, he will land up to be the another Valerie Tan.

Still havent study yet,

63 days

2009-09-12T00:56:00.002+08:00

Well relaxed day 050909,

K noting much at work. We went to play lan after than with lt Eilas. Quite fun after that, we saw the rain coming so we faster rush home. On the way we route to some car park for hunting, well saw one taxi driver lols.

Havent study yet die hard sia.

64days left

2009-09-06T13:44:00.001+08:00

Hiaz... sleep till very late.

watched tv and upload photos.

64day left When will i study

Dun think will have enough time.

65days left

2009-09-06T13:40:00.003+08:00

Hiaz.... Friday on off raining day.

Thought of going back but rain too heavy and too lazy.Well slept at home then.

Then went out to play lan with BTOs, well BigBTO not so good.

The DINNER IS NOT FILLING!!!!

Sian should have stayed at home.

Lan after that , Dy improved LOLS, sian should have played properly.

Came home at 3am

65days left when will i study?

65days Left

2009-09-06T13:39:00.001+08:00

66days left

2009-09-06T13:34:00.002+08:00

Thursday, Sunny

Wake up at 5.30 after sleeping at 12pm plus last night.

There's a lot of plenty girls in the morning train.

Wondering why so many beautiful girls around but i dun have a girlfriend XD fuck care.

keep the stuff is 9pm again, reach home at 10pm sleep at 12pm

66 days left when will i have the time to study.

67days left

2009-09-06T13:32:00.001+08:00

Oh is Jasmine's Birthday.

Wednesday nothing special, work till 10 pm when i thought i am supposed to be on off.

Nothing special. 67days left to A road.

68th day left

2009-09-01T22:26:00.003+08:00

Okay great, nice weather, 2mins downpour i am all drenched. Went to collect some of the stuff waited for enick to come. When he came, he start scolding all the specs, poor specs. However, they are specs they works is half as fast as me. Went NTU for lunch see girls, but too bad down pour not many people go for lunch. Sian. During work, silah expect me to take all the blame for her, for the mistakes she made. If she's not born today, i wont give a damn. I realised my mouth getting bigger cannot keep secret of talk bad about other people. Maybe is just that i can't stand the way they work.So i just need to learn self control. Well tml must wake up 5.30, how great........

I should start working to write down watever i learnt during work and set it as a reference for future. Hrm.... maybe i should do that.

For studying wise, 68 days left still at stage 0.Die liao.

69th Left

2009-08-31T21:44:00.002+08:00

Oh well i decided that i should record down all these 70days of my life for futher reference.

Okay. I am damn fucking piss with my neighbour. In the middle of the night, he use some sort of metal rod and knock it hard on the wall next to me. This caused me to be shock wide awake from my sleep. After that shock, i perspire as much that i actually thought that i am having a fever.I also heard a very strong breathing sound apart from mine.

After that, when i wanted to switch on the lights, i felt that i cannot move as i couldn't leave the "another me" behind. I realised there is something wrong with my mental condition, if not means there is more........

Okay great day at work fucked up as usual. Today there's an inspection coming to do some checks. Well as usual is also quite fucked up. Well this time Lennard is not with me, but i am sure i am doing well just hopes that everything turns out find.

As for studying, 0 improvement as i only slept 3 hours due to that asshole.68 left then

To Everyone

2009-07-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

Catch me if you can !!!!!!
Freaking AFK

300609

2009-06-30T23:24:00.003+08:00

Haiz.........130 days to As.

At the current position i am at passing As is 0%.Same Situation as last year except this year got work to do.I also need to face the fact that this is my second and last chance.5 subjects.For everyone this is mission impossible.But i will always hope that i am that exception so all i need to do is just to prove it.

"When Human feels despair they turn to God, when God feels despair who they turn to?"
forgot who said this.

What is the aim of studies? From what i seen, is just to make you more despicable and makes you feel that you got the right to judge other people. From you parents mouth" Education will give you a better future."Define "better future".

My definition, get marry to some one you love and live happily ever after.
I am sure this life is better than those of millionaires.

Oh great last night dream of the 2 girls i like. We are at super market buying something together, then i did this analysis for them. It is about the colour of the shirt they wear and their personality. Apparently i the analysis is correct for both of them.Here comes the key part. One of the more hyper active said this

"Mau Ching , you know us so well".

Great , from this line something is fishy.
Point 1, I told them is an analysis, why would she say that i knew her very well?
Point 2, Us
Point 3, I am not even close to them how to know them well?

Only few person call me by that name up to what you guys think.

Time to change 0 to 500.

290609

2009-06-29T23:15:00.003+08:00

Cool today went K Box with Derrel Ping Yong and Nelson.

Guys going K Box haiz......is girls really that unappealing?

Nelson,Derreland Ping You:"Yes!!!"

5 Hours of K Box will sing until no voice but we managed to pull it through.
The best i think is Aerosmith-I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing
Botak Jones in Clementi is nicer than depot rate in terms of Quantity and Quality.

Thats about all today XD

280609

2009-06-28T19:25:00.002+08:00

230609
Nothing special
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Nothing Special
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Nothing Special
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Feels that someone should feel shame sometimes, no matter how much education he received.
Anyway why is she at Gombak Station Early in the morning =.=""""""""""""""""" i am with my mum !!!!!!!!! Why all of you like to do this to me?!
280609
Nothing Special only watch Transformer Muhahahahaha haiz..................

532 days left

220609

2009-06-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

OMG IS ALMOST July i havent really started studying yet, heck la.

7days nver post cause these 7days i never really got time to post. I have not been home before 12midnight for these 7 days.

160409:
Went chalet with ron lols , i got to sleep over LOLS FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!! got enough bed la quite interesting.we played mahjong over the night. i lost my headphone lucky there was kind soul returning it to the counter, aleast i can continue with my work.Phone is an important tools for me!!!!Then afternoon we keep disturb Jun for calling us to eat subway which is not enough for "growing kids". At night we went for a work lols, then leong found this cup , then the bastard jun call him to throw, he really went ahead with it.After that is not for you guys to know.

170609:
Second day wake up at 11 sian jun and leong have to go home so i also go home lols cause Ron is going for prize presentation. Finally he receive something great.i went home take a bath sit and waste time before Ron call me to meet him before going chalet again. He made me wait for half an hour. Then he inform me to meet somewhere else, i waited for marcus, he also another idiot make me wait for another half an hour. Then we went to Ron's new house, quite small compared to the rest of his previous house LOLS!!!.Near han hui's house next time play mahjong = not problem!!! lols.Then his dad drive to pick up kim and Boon. His dad's driving skill is nothing to say, damn power. Then we had BBQ , and Marcus is there to waste our time and effort. I went home on cab with him LOLS $38.00.Pain in my wallet lucky he got chip a bit.

180609:
Get to know the guys in the office had a nice Monday Tuesday a bit sad never mind i still going chalet tonight lols. Tonight chalet met Ron's cousin Samantha and his boy friend okay la not much of a difference from 5 years ago when i met her. Then saw Jun's girlfriend, really man jun goes for the looks rather than..........Okay BBq nothing special after that we guys did tonnes of cock talking. I love cock talking with guys man quite fun to know whats each other doing. Looking forward to end of the year chalet.

190609
After work pool time quite pissed off with myself because my skill cmi.and Jac broke up with you know who.

200609
Fuck NDP rehearse damn pissed so early reach ten mile to meet CSM we go of a quick tea then pick OC up. NDP quite tiring walk until leg cannot make it . Sian dun wan to post too much cause tired now.

210609
Sleeping day. Went out for dinner

220609
Sleeping Day

150609

2009-06-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

oh today nothing much in the afternoon.At night went to watch movie with Ram and Syed, meet my men on the train LOL.The movie is Terminator the salvation. Rating i would say only 3/5 cause the story line is nothing special, effect not that bad.But time does pass very fast. Today i get to know Ram likes Stitch the blue thing. Syed and his family likes Ramli burger.LOL

548 days left.

140609

2009-06-14T00:39:00.002+08:00

Wa............ so long never post like down sia.... no la just busy.

Today 07S13 class outing i assumed even though not all of the class members were there, but some were. All the guys has already POP in the army already.They are now all having block leave so they were very free. I used to think that army will make the person more mature.However it is a myth. The guys never changed a bit. Late as always proud as always . Like taking behind back as always. Is this the attitude of JC people? Maybe.They like to boost about how high they going to climb to however the first step of the journey has not even begun. body that their course is tough and Clerk job is always the slackers. Is this always the case? Commando is a thing to proud of ? Does it give you the rights to look down on people? Those guys spend hours talking about army, i wont be surprise if 50% of what they said were lies. Life is not just about story telling by other people and fill it up in your life. However they seem like a joke to me. Cause most of the people will forever be in their own world feeling that their life is the toughest. I learnt a lot of things from Army these are the things i need to learn. Whatever they learn in BMT is what i learn in secondary school. So there is not need to re-learn. What i need to learn is to handle stress, face to problem rather than avoiding it. LAST question is PES E really useless and supposed to be looked down by other people ?

549 days , great days camp looking forward to it.

Day 118

2009-04-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

4 months into Army it gets worse and worse.

Observation: Rank is a tool for the people to abuse. I am sure i wouldn't be this kind of person ever in my entire life if i ever got a higher post.

This strike my mind : "Army hero , Outside zero". may not be true.

Well remark from a friend that i must lie in order to talk to them.

Sorry, i dont lie unless is a white lie. I don't want to lie everytime to talk to you is very tiring so best is i don't talk to you.

Is okay i will be the most lonely person on earth doesn't matter. Just take it that i am a extremely lousy friend. In the end all will leave me well is okay life is about coming and going.

"Life is unfair, look at your fingers they are not equal length"
Life can fair , if you chop your fingers to the right length. Fairness is to be created rather than given.

612 days hope it ends faster

World

2009-04-03T19:15:00.002+08:00

If all the people in this world disappear one day, it will not be very lonely cause it will not make a difference to what i am in now.

Hey to be frank i don't have much friends.

Sorry i don't know how to lie.
Sorry i don't know how to fake.
Sorry i don't know how to talk behind people's back
Sorry i don't know how to live with lies.
Sorry i don't know how to backstab people.
Sorry i don't know how to what is friendship

Sorry i am not you.

i prefer to tell it to the person.

Now would you kindly leave me in my own world.

There is not saviour in this world, if there is, probably he already turn into one that odd to destroy along with the rest.
620 days more.

Post

2009-03-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

Cool so long never post.

Went to Saint James Power Station on Friday the 13th March(Fridays the 13th , February , Friday the 13th November) 3 Fridays the 13th this year Good Luck to all =)

Went of my Upper studies' birthday on 14March

I really cannot drink alcohol, drink already really the skin cannot make it, damn jialat. Fridays drank Vodka Lime , Yesterday don't know drink what the heck. Today GG.

Anyway, Liew Li Yi Jasmine if you happened to see this , i haven't receive the photos lol.

Antarctica with family members is warmer than desert on you own.

If you know you are going to die the next minute what would you do?

1) Say good bye to your family and beloved ones.

2) Confess to the one you loved

3) Burn all them money you ever had

4) Say goodbye to everyone

5) Hide one corner and hopes that no one finds you.

6) Kill the one you hated the most

7) Look at the sky for one last time.

8) Leave you dreams behind

9) Fulfill your last wish

10) Apologies for you wrong doing

11) Donate all you money to charity

12) Die on a Stage

13) End your life right away

14) Seat by the Seaside and watch your last Sunset

15) Leave a present behind for everyone.

16) Sign the Organ transplant treaty

17) Look at the world for one last time (take a walk down the city)

18) Blame the god for being unfair with you.

19) Watch you one more soccer match

20) Kiss the most beloved of your life.

21) Visit the nature for one last time

22) Take a plane

23) Take a Boat/Cruise

24) Take a Car ride

25) Do the last minute praying

26) Eat you favourite food

27) Leave you beloved one

28) Ask the manga author the ending of your favourite manga

29) Watch a last movie and die in cinema

30) Just go for work and treat it like any other day.

649 days left.

Outings

2009-02-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

I swear in my name, i will not organise another outing for AVC.
Sorry, to my great friends i have no choice i am forced to.

Outing

2009-02-12T20:48:00.001+08:00

Outing on 14 Feb please do try to come at Jurong East Science Centre
Sakura 6 pm meet at JE

- Mau

More and More Photos

2009-02-02T21:41:00.003+08:00

WHERE AM I???!!! maybe that day emo lols

K i am not in there

Photo

682 days left

gay paradise

2009-02-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

gay paradise

More Photos

2009-01-26T22:50:00.010+08:00

Thats mingsi..............

Wa..........................the flowers looks familiar

Is a day for celebrations.

Thats cui ying and mingsi and mei zhen

THats the old man and my brother

What to eat, got anything for me???????

ooooooooooo thats the flower

Samson thats my pillow..........................

Wheres raga............marcus you toking to who?

Why is he always holding the mike?

This one really cannot see raga

See he is olding the mike

finally the mike is passed on

cool gays

Big plan to discuss

Something that can get reuben sick

Something more fun than cycling

Kim zhi wheres you shoe?

Shes from NYP

You dropped money?

where is this place?Li yi dun go scare people

Hey almost hitted me

familiar place

Very windy hor

Well a gathering photo

Hey look for me.............

wa.... tissue with prawn.. no wonder my tissue run out so fast

A lot of food

Why vege still so many?

Chalet stairs

At marina bay

k i found myself

Boyzs.....no doubt

Eileen yap , you look so old school

what happened to the photo?

Meizhen change you pose

socccer time

reuben what happen to your hair?Yi hao is that a chop stick?

Public concert

We acutally got so many photos, some are still missing.

Photos

2009-01-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

I am a photo shop noob muahahahahaha............
today got HQ COY outing, haha it was fun.
Expect more picture to come,

692 days left

dont ask wheres me
lol

4A 2006

2009-01-20T21:20:00.022+08:00

Grad nite photos
i wont hold any responsibility if u got shocked or wat.......

Day 7

2009-01-15T22:26:00.002+08:00

DAy 5 and 6 is like every other days.

DAY 7:

I finally found it,it is 100 times faster than i thought

I don't need to go out find a blue-er sky just view it in another way,
I don't need to find and other me, i just create a brand new me.

i Just realise i am not special, i am just ordinary

Day 4

2009-01-12T21:12:00.003+08:00

Day 4 :

Office day nothing special.

i learn something today , too concern with the comments by other people and loss myself being perfect. Learn to be myself through loneliness . People don't like to treasure much of what they have now only until the day the god takes it away, would be the day i give in to loneliness for a better tomorrow.

From tomorrow onwards i will be 1% as ON.

701 days to ROD

Day 3

2009-01-11T22:05:00.002+08:00

DoTA day so nothing but dota.

Went to sheng Xiong in the Afternoon to get some food for the office.

At night , mum brought a SUN**** orange juice, i found it carbonated. After open the first smell is a strong taste of Alcohol.BEWARE~~~

TODAY: Found nothing. Other than i growing fatter.

Day 2

2009-01-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

My brother when to army yesterdAY.

Today went to the doctor , the efficiency of the polyclinic is very low , which i prefer to call it SUCK.

TODAY: Found Nothing, except i should work on the silence part.

Day 1

2009-01-11T02:36:00.002+08:00

Day 1 of finding a blue-er sky

Today our office caught baby rat, is right next to the dust bin lol, no where to run then sleep there.

NO harm is done in the process so need to call the SPCA

We were deciding to how to kill it using the fastrest and painless way.

In the end,we cannot decide so we let it off.

The rat's name is plague.

TODAY: found the fighting spirit in surviving in animals.

Gifts

2009-01-06T13:36:00.002+08:00

Sorry "Akira" say i should post in a few days. I am sure i gotten leave him if he is my friend.

Anyway who decide that gifts should only be given only on christmax. CONFIRM !!!! not me

My Sir said christmax is a day of giving , i disagree , actually everyday is a day of giving. You need not have a reason to give a present or or receive one. If we practise this this would be a better world as you need not have reason to give a present to someone you love or likes.IF we practise giving only on special occasions , we would be people that did things for a reason which love does not need.God gave you life and did not do i for any purpose.

There will never be enough friends or never will be.So since you are so proud of yourselve and and confidence about it. Good luck and Good Bye.

707 days left

"Our Creator Never Abandon Us", From City of Ember

2009-01-03T01:23:00.003+08:00

The code is from the movie city of ember , the movie is okay. For those who watched i preferred to look at the city as a small earth in the future.For short the city is going to die off due to the failure of the only power generator therefore they want to get out of the place.

From the movie , lets look at the world from a full scope.

We face environment , economy and war problem. Like what the title suggested "Our Creator Never Abandon Us".Yup , our creator/inventor/starter/founder did not abandon us regardless of which religion. They all gave us something, a Brain , reproduction power , colour , emotions , different frequency , feelings and taste.

These "equipments" help us to survive:

Brain helps us to think and the think that is going to help us survive all the way to the future.I would say water and food is not directly given by them .
The first hungry man figure out to put things into mouth to fill the stomach.
The first pregnant woman led to the finding of reproduction power.
The first person enjoy the sunset or scenario led to colours and art.
The first person fall in love led to emotions.
The first person with weird voice started different frequency which leads to finding of music.
The first person that felt pain led to feelings.
The first picky person started with taste.

To me, the Greatest Inventor of light is not Edison is the guy that invented fire.

Other than the Brain and the reproduction power others i would say is a bonus gift.
All the rest contributed to the standard of living.
People can survive with the same food for their live time.However we prefer to eat different things to lighten our life.
People can survive without sight , however they always hope that they get see one day.
People can survive without feelings of pain, yet they hope that they can feel pain one day.
People can survive without without hear anything in their life time, but they hope one day they could hear their love one say " I love you " to them.

Our creator gave us some many things MAYBE, they hope one day we will exceed them to be the next creator.

This is the age of anything is possible.

Don't ever think when the end of the world will come , try to think about how to push it back with the things given to us.

710 days to ROD

Miracles

2009-01-02T01:28:00.002+08:00

Miracles always happen is just that you guys never deemed it to be one.

One of the example is you. Everyone that is alive this day is the living proof that miracle is all around us. There is a percentage in everyday of your life you would die of something be you did not It is just that not everyone deemed it as one.If there is 5% chance of not surviving in a day, the probability of surviving till today ( 18 years) is 4.4 e-147. So the numbers have proven that you are one of the miracles in life. I would say you guys have to treasure this miracle that god gave you. Life is never hopeless , only by believing in life life would be hopeful . Giving up only brings about a bottomless of despair and sorrow.

It is great to treasure each day like a miracle or a rare chances given to you, however this cannot the experience easily maybe through live and death is one of the ways.

Try saying to yourself this before you sleep
"Cool , is a miracle i survive today as this a chance for me to fully utilize tomorrow!!! "
Miracle would be more reachable than they seem.

*** ALL MY POST IS PERSONALL OPINION***

711 days left to go

2009

2008-12-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

Edited the post from yesterday***

Year 2008
A year of many first for Singapore
A year of both disaster and celebration for China
A year of Economy tsunami for the world

In Year 2009
Best for the world to cool down a bit since there is no major event like the world cup or Olympics for the world.

A year of more hardworking than greed.

It would be a long and slow 2009 , but this is what is needed for a faster 2010.

I will remain silence and sociable but i wont be accessible.

Personalities

2008-12-30T22:17:00.009+08:00

**THIS ONE IS I CLASSIFIED ONE NOT ACCORDING TO ANY SCIENTIFIC RESEARCH OR CHINESE STUDIES OR BOOK. ANY SIMILAR INFORMATION IS ONLY COINCIDENTAL .**

Lets look at people's personality.From the aspect of the 5 elements in Chinese culture(cause got more element later can add on):
Gold , Wood ,Water , Fire and Earth

You can choose one that is closest to your personality to describe yourself. XD
Is okay you cannot find one cause is not the complete list.

Default template on how to read what i type lol
Element : description ( what kind of person is like )

Gold : Gold leads people mind to first think of jewelries ring necklace and so on.....
-Shiny surface ( refers to a attractive and popular person )
-Gold in daily life is a hard metal , however pure gold is VERY brutal is only with the mixture of other metals that makes it hard.( The person has a born not as strong as he is today , is only through the help of his friends, he became what he is today . I know this sounds bad but without his friends/people helped him around is hardly that great )
-Gold great conductor of electricity ( very sociable to everyone around him )
-Expensive ( high status may offend other people because of his status -not on purpose-)

Overall i give it a 3.5 /5 Lol rating for fun (Treasurer)

Wood:Trees and wooden products(Paper)
-Strong support from trees ( Reliable by people, trustworthy )
-home for animals and creatures ( highly sociable , always give in to other people ,sacrifice to benefit others yet no complaint made ){ This is a bad point , cause you are not being fair to yourself}
-Can be grown and wear with the basic necessities like road side so on ( high adaptability able to cope with a new environment easily good for going into army LOL)
-Tree will compete with each other for survival when a lot of them are placed together ( Not a good idea to place them together cause they always give in to one another they like to say the word ANYTHING!!!{sounds like me})
-Biodegradable can be used and recycled ( can be used and dispose and never become a nuisance to you, yet over usage will only bring consequences to yourself eg.global warming ( this friend will never be there for you when you need him))
-Extremely user friendly can be made into a lot of things charcoal , paper , furniture and so on( good at a lot of things but does not specialised in one )

Overall rating : 4/5 (Follower)

Water: Water , Water lor
-No definite shape , but got definite volume ( very easy to mix around with but have a set of rule on his own . i prefer to call it a the base line)
-Great conductor of electricity ( very sociable to everyone around him )
-A basic need to survive ( always need him around to lighten the mood feel unease without him around)
-H2O, is always a trio able to made a decision in the end cause is a odd number ( person that makes the decision around the WOOD people, sometimes too bossy )
-Able to magnify objects ( able to read into small details about the thing , and deal with it carefully)
-One of the most destructive nature's force Tsunami( a strong fight back to be expected when the person gets serious or pissed off)

Overall rating 3.5/5 ( Advisor)

Fire : Fire lor
-Can be felt from far away ( his doing may no affect you directly, guy that benefits everyone )
-what you wish for in a snow ( a need in the serious times)
-Too hot can really burn ( sometimes can be too hot headed , did the wrong thing but he mean the best for you , over-doing)
-One spark can lead to another ( very inspiriting able to encourage others good to have him in the team as the person to encourage the team)
-Serious fire can burn the forest down which start off with a spark (A great person to lead the team and works well with WOOD)
-Fire can be extinguished by water ( can work with water as they come together and work out a solution as fire can be said to be stronger than water or water can be said to more powerful than fire)

Overall Rating: 3.5/5 (Leader)

Earth: Mud /Rock / Clay
-Forms the skeleton of the structure( important role in your life and in the team as it does all the tough work for you)
-Has a definite shape and volume ( a person that goes by the book and do stuff is good to have him around as you don't want the rules being broken every now and then )
-Hard to change the temperature ( a cool person not very talkative )
-Hard and tough ( act as a shield for you and defend you)
-Rough surface ( hard to socialise with once you get through him you will know more about him)

Overall Rating: 4/5(Follower)

Check out who you wanna be !!! lols

You always need to have a good follower in order to have a good leader , a good leader may not have good followers. A Chief is nothing without his villagers.

My Brother will say i write rubbish again lols . For those who don't like to read this take it as rubbish .

**This post is for 29 and 30 Dec and again is my opinion no need to argue about it**

712 to ROD

Life

2008-12-28T21:37:00.002+08:00

Life LOLS

"Life is the process of waiting to die" some people said this but i cannot remember.

If this is the case, the feelings in life is to pace up or slow down the process.
However the actual speed did not changed at all speed is only what is felt by you.
Sad , bored ,irritated, sleepy and sian slows down the process.
Happy, fun , exciting , enjoyable and busy speeds up the process.
Yet actual fact, all human beings are greedy we always wish that happy time would stay longer and boring time would leave sooner.
However, this can be achieved not by super power or time travel , all you need to do is to change your view about life and people and environment around you.

Sad - look at all the happy things around you.

Bored- think about how fortunate you are to have time to relax while other people are suffer to support your living.

irritated - bring hatre and dislike with you will only slows down the process of living , give them a chance cause everyone have 2 sides , the great and the no so great. ( To 07S13 , this includes Benedict)

Sleepy - Just SLEEP !!!

Sian - friends are around you.

Above is just a few tips how to make life a bit more faster .
But you will be going into the grave faster LOL.

Just joking time never really changed.

**AGAIN above is a person opinion you can discuss about since there is no comment to every post LOL**

715 days left.

Friends

2008-12-27T23:32:00.004+08:00

Friends see you off on a journey .
Good Friends prepared for the journey with you.
Best Friends board the train(transport) with you.
Great Friends sponsor your journey for you.
True Friends finish up the journey with you.

*This is a personal comment you may agree or disagree*

716 days left

You will never walk alone

2008-12-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

Nobody in this world walks alone , they either go in pairs of a group. At least once in a life time they will meet people to are willing to walk the road of life with them. The first group they meet is called family, second is called friends.Pairs comes in the later stage of life which is relationship ,your life partner who will walk futherest distance with you, yet they may leave in the middle of the journey or near the end but besure that they will be walking for you at the end of the road. As we walk, we step into other people's life leaving behind footsteps i prefer to call them memories. Things that help you to walk has also never come in a single , like legs they comes in pair , wheel chair comes in group and even walking stick forms a group with ur both legs.

Life is never is only how you see yourself as the walking, sometime is always wise to stop to look around , every stop you will bound to discover new things.

**This topic is from my opinion no need to qurral about it everyone has they own definition of life

717 days to the collection of pink I/C and so called army life LOLS!!

About the Blog

2008-12-27T00:04:00.001+08:00

I try to keep this blog simple and sweet(maybe dark)

Test Post

2008-12-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

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2008-05-04T23:34:00.002+08:00

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