Thursday, April 9, 2009

Day 118

4 months into Army it gets worse and worse.

Observation: Rank is a tool for the people to abuse. I am sure i wouldn't be this kind of person ever in my entire life if i ever got a higher post.

This strike my mind : "Army hero , Outside zero". may not be true.

Well remark from a friend that i must lie in order to talk to them.

Sorry, i dont lie unless is a white lie. I don't want to lie everytime to talk to you is very tiring so best is i don't talk to you.

Is okay i will be the most lonely person on earth doesn't matter. Just take it that i am a extremely lousy friend. In the end all will leave me well is okay life is about coming and going.

"Life is unfair, look at your fingers they are not equal length"
Life can fair , if you chop your fingers to the right length. Fairness is to be created rather than given.

612 days hope it ends faster

Friday, April 3, 2009

World

If all the people in this world disappear one day, it will not be very lonely cause it will not make a difference to what i am in now.

Hey to be frank i don't have much friends.

Sorry i don't know how to lie.
Sorry i don't know how to fake.
Sorry i don't know how to talk behind people's back
Sorry i don't know how to live with lies.
Sorry i don't know how to backstab people.
Sorry i don't know how to what is friendship

Sorry i am not you.

i prefer to tell it to the person.

Now would you kindly leave me in my own world.

There is not saviour in this world, if there is, probably he already turn into one that odd to destroy along with the rest.
620 days more.